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The past week has swung my part of the country fully into autumn.  Not long ago we had highs in the upper 80s, but now outside feels as wet and chill as late October.  This weather leaves me desiring soup, pot roast with tender juice-soaked potatoes, apple crisp and sex.

The sex has been harder to arrange than the food, unfortunately.  One of my partners decided to pursue the road of monogamy some months back.  I’ve missed him, the talking and the fucking and the cuddling and everything else that went with it.  My other partners also have been hard to schedule time with due to illness, family concerns and far too much work for everyone.

All of this has left me craving touch in a way that I haven’t craved it in many months.  I’d forgotten, or nearly forgotten, how terrible the longing for touch can be.  I know the absence now is only a fraction of what I felt before — when there was none, there had been none, and there was likely to be none for the foreseeable future.

It’s not nearly that bad now.  Thank goodness.

All I need now is a long night alone with a man.  A warm dinner, eaten without the assistance of small children.  Conversation without interruption from offspring or work.  Cuddling on the couch.  Brief cuddling, because we’d both feel the need for more nakedness than could be achieved on the couch.

For once the hard fucking, the fisting, the every-orifice-filled-screaming orgasms would have to be put aside for something more sedate, for warm skin pressed together for hours at a time with no disconnection for any reason, so that we could take full advantage of the time we had together.

Considering how strongly I’m longing for it now, after just a brief break, I cannot understand how I survived for full seasons from summer through autumn and on into spring without in the past.

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A reminder to keep the entries coming for our fabulous Babeland All-Stars Basket.  Read the rules here, then go check out Babeland’s Sasi Vibe, which is included in the basket.  I wrote about it here on Jane’s Guide.  Thank you Babeland!