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29th Jul, 2008

In the Mirror

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Nearly a hour after he first entered me things showed no signs of slowing.

I love it and find it exhausting, these marathon beginnings to our meetings. In the midst of twists and turns and position changes and orgasms, I could no more stop than I could turn my skin inside out, though sometimes that’s how it feels as he pumps into me slow and fast and every speed in between.

I somehow wound up with my knees barely perched on the edge of the bed while he stood behind me. Could anything have been more natural, more expected, more necessary at that moment than for me to beg him to take my ass?

I did, and he did, but that pleasure after so much other pleasure quickly became too much. My knees slid off the bed. With tiptoes on the floor and only fingertips propping me up, we must have given off the illusion that he was supporting me primarily by means of his cock.

And then he pulled me upright, hands cupped under my breasts. Chance had put us at that moment in direct line of a mirror where our images blurred in the dim light. “Look in the mirror,” he said in my ear with his voice no higher than a growl. I didn’t or couldn’t look, loath to see the grimace from coming, the sweaty hair, the round tummy.

He gently (more gently than usual) grabbed a handful of my hair and pulled so my chin tilted up. “Look in the mirror,” he demanded. “Look at the pretty girl getting fucked.”

I had no choice but to look, and for just a brief moment I caught a glimpse of her too.

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People are always the most beautiful when all their guards are down. Then we take pictures and pick them apart and judge ourselves for our freedom and less-than-perfect bodies later. It’s sad. It’s also the reason I’ve stopped letting people take my picture and putting it on Facebook. I’ll never get a boyfriend with how stupid the internet makes me look.

By: Sunbunny on July 29th, 2008
at 12:27 am

Mmmm I love watching myself getting fucked in the mirror.

It is hawt.

By: Britni on July 29th, 2008
at 3:18 am

Happy days :-)

By: Gordie on July 29th, 2008
at 4:26 am

Well done! Lucky you. You saw yourself as your readers see you.

By: jb on July 29th, 2008
at 4:52 am

That was such a beautiful post. Thank you. What a treat to read your blog. I love it with a passion and I think you are beautiful too.

By: sd38 on July 29th, 2008
at 7:02 am

How amazing it would be to see ourselves through our lover’s eyes.
Beautiful post AAG

By: feral minx on July 29th, 2008
at 9:43 am

I’m glad you saw her. I hope you see her more often.

By: Finn on July 29th, 2008
at 10:52 am

great writing, aag. i can’t wait for the book.

By: nenasadije on July 29th, 2008
at 11:04 am

But did this marathon involve cheesecake?

By: hidingout on July 29th, 2008
at 1:56 pm

In a word, yes.

:)

By: aag on July 29th, 2008
at 2:00 pm

“Look in the mirror,” he demanded. “Look at the pretty girl getting fucked.”

I had no choice but to look, and for just a brief moment I caught a glimpse of her too.

Oh. How poignant.

By: Beth on July 29th, 2008
at 2:02 pm

yum YUM

I read cautiously, unsure of the effect that being unfucked might have on my sensitivity to poignancy, but i am reassured, if still a little lonesome.

By: carnalis on July 29th, 2008
at 2:20 pm

Beautiful post, AAG. Thanks for sharing :)
xo~sadie

By: sexie sadie on July 29th, 2008
at 4:10 pm

Wow.

By: I only have one word on July 29th, 2008
at 4:35 pm

Oh, what a beautifully written post. Thank you.

(And I’m jealous.)

By: dea on July 29th, 2008
at 10:17 pm

I second the jealousy. And I refuse to ever settle for less than that [again].

By: Tess on July 29th, 2008
at 10:43 pm

I do love mirrors during sex. And I’ll bet you did too when you saw yourself.

By: Riff Dog on July 29th, 2008
at 10:55 pm

I love fucking in front of a mirror. It makes me feel exposed and vulnerable.

By: Laken on July 29th, 2008
at 11:29 pm

Is “woman” ever uttered during sex? Is it always “girl”? Not that I mind, but I do wonder.

Of course sex, especially really dirty great sex, is usually about dominance and that can be easily expressed through language…but still, the feminist side of me tires of “getting fucked,” even though I do always play the submissive role.

Would a woman ever express her dominance by saying “boy”? I don’t think I could. And can a man express his dominance while using “woman”? Or must he say “girl”? Hmmmmmm….

Anyway, AAG, I’ve been a longtime lurker….you’ve been in my Google Reader for so long!! Your posts always hit close to home; especially ones about family. Thank you for sharing those difficult and painful parts of your life. You’re helping me figure out how to navigate through my own troubles, hopefully toward reconciliation (family, sexual, etc…).

Thank you so much!!!

By: saltie on July 30th, 2008
at 1:04 am