10th Mar, 2008

Blessed

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The fates have smiled down on me; over the past three days I’ve been able to arrange a trio of meet-ups with the men in my life.

My mother keeps telling me that I need to “get out” and “date” and “find a man.” I keep telling her that I’m doing fine, just fine in that department. Of course, I hesitate to provide her any evidence of how fine things are. And I’m not sure she’d be particularly convinced anyhow.

She’ll only believe that I’m doing fine when I bring a man home to her, wearing his ring on my finger and holding adoption papers for my children with his signature. I’ve attempted to tell her that I’m not, emphatically not, looking for something so serious at this point, but she cannot or will not believe me.

What I am looking for — and finding, for now at least — are a few really nice connections with men who can rock both my cunt and my heart. And they do. Oh wow they do.

I’ve gotten myself into the enviable position of being able to enjoy these relationships on a regular basis, such that most of the time I am either looking forward to a date or recovering from a date. While I can’t claim that it’s enough, it’s pretty darn close.

And after three days’ worth of dates, my skin is buttery from the near-constant soaking it’s taken in silicone lube. Bruises scatter across my breasts; a tiny one lingers on the inside of my upper arm. I feel each and every muscle in my legs and ass. They’ve been through some dramatic exertion, and I love to feel them complain as I move about.

I’ve been stroked, cuddled, whispered to, kissed, hugged and fucked more just in these few days than I was in the last ten years of my marriage. Perhaps best of all, I’m content for these relationships to stay in the realm of the casual. They don’t need to get serious. They’re wonderful just as they are.

Despite anything my mother might want to believe, I’m doing fine. Just fine.

Responses

I thought you were really a woman until I read this entry. But I find it difficult to believe there’s a woman alive who could have such an easygoing and relaxed attitude towards relationships. A ~real~ woman would be trying to horribly complicate such a sublime and pleasant arrangement. She’d be far more concerned about the long term ramifications of each and every thing the men did or didn’t do. How every one of their words or actions might impact the relationship five, ten, twenty years from now. She’d take her pleasure in security instead of, well, pleasure. In short, a ~real~ woman would be more like your mother.

Just kidding. I occasionally pop in to see how aag’s journey goes and today it looks like it’s going just fine.

Wow.

You had me worried there for a mo.

:)

Sounds good to me. Jeez, what’s up with mothers? They say they want you to be happy but what they reall want is you to be their kind of happy.

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It’s obvious to me that you are completely miserable. Doing just fine, ha, that’s what Pat Nixon used to always say. I think I know what the problem is: ingrown breast hair. In this day and age, it’s OK to talk about it, to let it out. You don’t have to hold it in and cover it up with relationships that make you happy. It’s OK, really.

You’re certainly doing better than I am. And I’m married. Which just proves your mother doesn’t know everything…

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Sounds fabulous. I’ve always wanted to do that but having a fabulous boyfriend has hindered me…

I am a (relativly) new reader but check back pretty much everyday.

Mother’s always think they know best, My own mother is still being told how to live her life and shes 50. Good for you that you know not always to listen.

Much Love

Katie

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So glad to hear that you are finding what you deserve and so obviously need.

The sad truth is that mothers don’t always know best what makes their children happy and fulfilled, but they always think that they do. It’s done out of love, so you have to forgive them but you don’t have to accept their views or feel guilty about ignoring them.

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AAG, please excuse me for commenting to Katie..

Katie- I looked at your blog- and I want to make a comment there, but I don’t want to use my Google/ Blogger account. Ask AAG how to set yours up so that you can accept comments with just my email and/or website.

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I think you are doing more than fine. I am ever so jealous! :)

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Unbelievably pleased for you! Life sounds good - and spring is just around the corner :o)

You could have my mom she thinks I deserve to be alone. That I shouldn’t care about finding someone to even spend time with. My only focus in life should be my children if my mom has her way. So glad things are going good for you.

You are one lucky girl. How did you meet these wonderful men? Tips for the masses? ;)

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It sounds like you’re doing better than fine! You lucky girl, I am happy for you. Relish it!

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AAG-

I’m a frequent reader of your blogs and I’ve never commented on anything before, but I felt the need to step out of the shadows and convey to you my feelings:

I think you are absolutely amazing.. (8

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